Wednesday, March 28, 2018

Is It A Seeking and Finding, Never Having to Seek Again, Or Is It An Incessant Seeking



            I meet many people, including Catholics, who believe that it is sufficient just to believe in Christ.  They think they are in right standing with God due to the fact that they believe that the Son of God died for humanity.  I meet Catholics who think they don’t have to go to Mass because they “believe in Jesus,” some believing they only have to go twice a year.  Then, there are those who think that all they have to do is show up for Mass on the days of obligation.  In essence, many are those who think that what they believe is true just because they believe it.  This is no different than what the persons who calls themselves atheists believe.  The fallen human being is not the author of truth.  Something is not true just from the fact that a person believes it.  If something was true just as a result of someone believing it, then it would be true that there is a God and that there is no God.  Therefore, we cannot rely upon ourselves, but must search for Truth, find him, and then believe (obey) him.  He tells us, “Truly, truly, I say to you, if anyone keeps my word, he will never see death.”[2]  We must keep his words dear to our hearts, so dear that we desire to obey every facet of his word, not just in a phylactery[3] upon our foreheads, knowing his word in our minds but not feeling it is necessary to obey them. 
            We must be careful that we do not become one of those who changed the truth of God into a lie.[4]  We must be careful that we are not amongst those that, when they knew God, they have not glorified him as God or given thanks, but became vain in their thoughts; and their foolish heart was darkened; for, professing themselves to be wise, they became fools.[5]  St. Leo the Great rightly teaches us: “Let us toil in thought, fail in insight, falter in utterance.  It is good that even our right thoughts about the Lord’s Majesty should be insufficient.[6]  
            Seek the Lord and his strength, seek his presence continually!  In some versions, the word translated “continually” is translated as “evermore.”  Therefore, what exactly is being taught here?  Merriam-Webster defines “continual:” 1) continuing indefinitely in time without interruption; 2) recurring in steady, usually rapid, succession.[7]  It lists the synonyms as: continual, continuous, constant, incessant, perpetual, perennial.  Those words, the dictionary indicates, mean “characterized by continued occurrence or recurrence.  Continual often implies a close prolonged succession or recurrence, e.g. continual showers the whole weekend.  Continuous usually implies an uninterrupted flow or spatial extension, e.g. football’s oldest continuous rivalry.  Constant implies uniform or persistent occurrence or recurrence, e.g. lived in constant pain.  Incessant implies ceaseless or uninterrupted activity, e.g. annoyed by the incessant quarreling.  Perpetual suggests unfailing repetition or lasting duration, e.g. a land of perpetual snowfall.  Perennial implies enduring existence often through constant renewal, e.g. a perennial source of controversy.”[8]  Those words adequately describe how we should seek God.  However, is this even remotely possible for us, who must work, living out normal daily routines?
            It is possible when we keep God preeminent in our mind.  He needs to be in our mind upon our waking; he needs to be on our mind in our work, conversations, play, etc.; and he needs to be on our mind when we retire for the evening.  As St. Augustine explains: “…God Himself, whom we seek, will … help our labors, that they may not be unfruitful, and that we may understand how it is said in the holy Psalm, ‘Let the heart of them rejoice that seek the Lord.  Seek the Lord, and be strengthened: seek His face evermore.’   For that which is always being sought seems as though it were never found; and how, then, will the heart of them that seek rejoice and not rather be made sad if they cannot find what they seek?  For it is not said [that] the heart shall rejoice of them that find, but of them that seek, the Lord.”[9]  God puts it in us to seek; however, it is possible for us to reject what he is doing.  He will cause us to think about him; however, we will push that thought aside in order to think, or do, something more pleasing to us.  He makes it easy for us.  He says our hearts will rejoice when we seek him.  As Augustine said, God did not say our hearts would rejoice when we find him, but when we seek him.

           The saint further enlightens us: “[The] prophet Isaiah testifies that the Lord God can be found when He is sought, when he says: ‘Seek … the Lord; and, as soon as you have found Him, call upon Him; and, when He has drawn near to you, let the wicked man forsake his ways and the unrighteous man, his thoughts (Is 55:6-7).  If, then, when sought, He can be found, why is it said, ‘Seek … His face evermore?’  Is He perhaps to be sought even when found?  For things incomprehensible must so be investigated, as that no one may think he has found nothing, when he has been able to find how incomprehensible that is which he was seeking.  For it is both sought in order that it may be found more sweetly, and found, in order that it may be sought more eagerly.  The words of Wisdom in the book of Ecclesiasticus may be taken in this meaning: ‘They who eat me shall still be hungry, and they who drink me shall still be thirsty (Ecc 24:29).’  For they eat and drink because they find, and they still continue seeking because they are hungry and [thirsty].  Faith seeks; understanding finds—[hence], the prophet says, ‘Unless you believe, you shall not understand (Is 7:9).  And yet, again, understanding still seeks Him whom it finds for ‘God looked down upon the sons of men,’ as it is sung in the holy Psalm, ‘to see if there were any that would understand and seek after God (Ps 14:2).’  And man, therefore, ought for this purpose to have understanding, that he may seek after God.”[10]  Thus, God puts in us the thought to seek him; and, upon our seeking him, he ensures that we will find him—in order that we might seek him more.  “For,” as quoted of Augustine above, “[if] that which is always being sought seems as though it were never found …, how then will the heart of them that seek rejoice and not, rather, be made sad if they cannot find what they seek?  For it is not said, ‘The heart shall rejoice of them that find,’ but ‘of them that seek the Lord’.”[11]  “For He satisfies the seeker to the utmost of his capacity and makes the finder still more capable, that he may seek to be filled anew, according to the growth of his ability to receive.  Therefore, it was not said seek His face evermore in the same sense as of certain others, who are always learning, and never coming to a knowledge of the truth (2 Ti 3:7), but rather as the preacher says, “When a man hath finished, then he begins (Ecc 18:7), till we reach that life where we shall be so filled, that our natures shall attain their utmost capacity, because we shall have arrived at perfection and no longer be aiming at more.  For, then, all that can satisfy us will be revealed to our eyes.  But, here, let us always be seeking, and let our reward in finding put no end to our searching.”[12]  
            It is not that we seek and find, not having to seek again, nor is that we seek and never find.  It is that we seek and find, in order to seek again—continuously, not sporadically, e.g. once a week.  Our Lord tells us, “Ask, and it shall be given you: seek, and you shall find: knock, and it shall be opened to you.  For everyone that asks, receives; and he that seeks, finds; and to him that knocks, it shall be opened.”[13] 
            St. Augustine explains: “The asking has to do with obtaining that health and strength of soul which will enable us to fulfill the commandments enjoined on us; the seeking, with finding the truth.  For, since the blessed life is perfected by action and knowledge, action stands in need of a reserve of strength, and contemplation looks to the clarification of things.  Of these, therefore, the first is to be asked for; the second, sought for; so that the one may be given, the other found.  However, in this life, knowledge marks the way rather than the possession itself; but, once a person finds the true way, he will arrive at possession itself which, again, is thrown open to him who knocks.”[14]  In other words, due to our utter dependence upon God, we must see our need and, therefore, ask for the gift.  Upon asking, we must begin to exercise our faith by utilizing it—otherwise, there would be no faith in our asking.  Faith, if it is not exercised, will diminish and wilt away.  For this reason, we must keep asking, keep seeking, and keep know
            Archbishop John MacEvilly, in his commentary: “[Some commentators say:] our Lord’s precepts were very hard of accomplishment; the duties He [impose], beyond human strength, beyond the power of human nature, weakened by sin.  He, therefore, points out both the source whence the necessary strength is to come, viz., from heaven, whence every good gift descends from the Father of lights, as also the infallible means of obtaining this necessary strength; and that is, prayer, offered up with the proper conditions and dispositions.  Let them beg it of God, and He will give them grace and strength. ‘Ask,’ ‘seek,’ ‘knock.’  These words are differently interpreted; but they, most likely, denote the different leading qualities of prayer: ‘Ask,’ with confidence;seek,’ with diligence;knock,’ with unceasing perseverance.  Of course, the words of this … verse, being affirmative propositions, imply that we shall obtain the fruit of our petitions--all the other necessary conditions being observed; that is to say, provided we pray with the proper dispositions, both as regards the mode of praying and our own state of soul.  For we pray and receive not ‘because we ask amiss’ (Ja 4); and, if we are determined to persevere in sin or if we entertain feelings of vengeance, God will not hear us (Pro 28:9; Jn 3:21; Pro 21; Mt 6:15).  Also, the object of our petitions should be good and conducive to our salvation and sought for in a spirit of conformity to God’s holy will.   Indeed, in every good prayer relating to temporal blessings and immunity from temporal evils and sufferings, the condition that God sees--that they would serve our eternal salvation--is always implied.[15]  
            He goes on to teach: “No one can allege his own weakness in excuse.  To all, without exception, is given the grace of prayer, the [expedient] means of obtaining the necessary grace and strength from God.  This is not confined to any particular person or class. ‘Everyone,’ be he saint or sinner, has the assurance of the Son of God Himself—infallible truth—that, if he pray as he ought, he shall be heard.  From these words, it is inferred that prayer is a necessary means of grace, that grace is given on condition that we pray for it.  … Therefore, [it is implied that] if we ask not, it shall not be given…  This is particularly true of that great gift—that crowning grace—of final perseverance (Concil. Trid. §§ vi. Can. xvi.), which, if we obtain, we are saved; if we fail to obtain, we are lost. (Con. Trid. §§ vi. Can. xxii.)  This is of faith (Concil. Trid. §§ vi. Can. xxii;) and, although it is not of faith, it is still quite certain that there is only one means of securing this all-necessary grace: that one only means is prayer.  It cannot be merited, but it can be infallibly obtained, by persevering prayer.”[16]
            St. Matthew goes on to record our Lord saying: “…What man is there among you, of whom if his son shall ask bread, will he reach him a stone?  Or if he shall ask him a fish, will he reach him a serpent?  If you then being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven, give good things to them that ask him?” [17]  This caused St. Augustine to exclaim: “A marvelous thing, Brethren!  We are evil, yet have we a good Father.”[18]  Oh, how true!  All we have to do is keep asking and, then, keep seeking—which we accomplish through reading and meditating upon Scripture and by going to Mass, partaking of the Sacraments which our Lord gives us through his Church.  We, then, keep knocking through our perseverance of good works.
            St. Thomas Aquinas exhorts us: “Ask therefore in prayer, praying day and night; seek with care and toil; for neither by toiling only in the Scriptures do we gain knowledge without God’s grace, nor do we attain to grace without study, lest the gift of God should be bestowed on the careless.  But knock with prayer, and fasting, and alms.  For, as one who knocks at a door not only cries out with his voice but strikes with his hand, so he who does good works, knocks with his works.”[19]  He goes on to say: “[God] so made man [in order] that He Himself should be man’s only strength, that--forced by reason of his own weakness--he might always have need of his Lord.”[20]  St. John Chrysostom, in his homily, adds: “And in that He adds seek and knock, He bids us ask with much importunateness and strength.  For one who seeks casts forth all other things from his mind and is turned to that thing singly which he seeks, and he that knocks comes with vehemence and warm soul.”[21]  If we are truly seeking God and his strength, all else pales; our minds will most singly be upon God.
            Due to the fact we fall so often, we may be tempted to doubt God’s word and give up in our asking.  We may think that God is not answering our prayers.  God answers our prayers, which are in accordance with his will, immediately in eternity—outside of time—and he then, in time, brings his answer to fruition at the perfect time.  Also, he may answer them in a different way than what we asked because he answers in a way most beneficial to us.  As St. Augustine says, “But the Lord is good, who often gives us not what we [want], that He may give us what we should rather prefer.”[22]  St. Jerome, in his commentary upon the Gospel of Matthew, teaches: “He who had … forbade asking for carnal things shows what we ought to seek.  If it is given to the one who asks and the one who seeks finds and it will be opened to the one who knocks, then to whom it is not given and who does not find and to whom it will not be opened, it appears that he has not asked well, sought well, and knocked well. And so, let us knock on the door of Christ (cf. Jn 10:7), concerning which it is said: ‘This is the gate of the Lord, the just shall enter through it (Ps 118:20).”  When we have thus entered, may the hidden and secret treasures in Christ Jesus, in whom is all knowledge (cf. Col 2:3), be opened to us.[23]  
            St. Thomas Aquinas writes: “It seems to be false because what is asked [for] is not always received.  I say that in four cases a man asks and is not heard. It is because either he asks for what is not expedient, [cf. ‘You know not what you ask’ (Mt 20:22)]; therefore, things necessary for salvation ought to be asked.  Or likewise, secondly, it is because one does not ask well; “You ask and receive not: because you ask amiss” (James 4, 3); therefore, one ought ask piously, that is, with faith.  In like manner, one ought to ask humbly: Hence, ‘He has regarded the humility of his handmaid’ (Lk 1:48).  Moreover, one ought to ask piously, that is, devoutly. Likewise, one is sometimes not heard when one prays for another whose demerits [oppose] the prayer, [cf.] ‘If Moses and Samuel shall stand before me, my soul is not towards this people’ (Jer. 15:1).  Likewise, it is not heard, because one had not persevered, [cf.] ‘Because we ought always to pray’ (Lk. 18:1)—and, perseveringly, because God wants prayers to multiply.  Also, it happens that the Lord hears, but it does not seem so because the Lord gives what is useful, not what is wanted, as happened to Paul [cf. 2 Co 12:8-9].  Augustine says: ‘The good Lord often does not grant what we ask so that He may give what we will prefer; and, because we ourselves call Him Father, He gives to us what a father gives to his son’.”[24]  
            Fr. Cornelius Lapide teaches: “Ask … from God, by prayer, those things about which I have been teaching, such as are necessary for you but arduous and difficult, and especially the things which I have laid down to be looked for in the Lord’s Prayer.  … Observe, these three words--ask, seek, knock--mean the same thing, that is, earnest prayer.  To ask signifies confidence in prayer as a prime requisite; to seek signifies zeal and diligence, for he who seeks for anything applies the whole vigor of his mind to obtain what he seeks. To knock means perseverance.  Christ then signifies that we must pray faithfully, diligently, ardently, and perseveringly.  …St. Augustine … says that ask refers to praying for strength by which we may be able to fulfil the commandments of God; seek, that we may find the truth; knock, that heaven may be opened unto us.  To this we may add the words of St. Chrysostom: ‘Ask,’ he says, ‘in supplications, praying night and day; seek by zeal and labors, for heaven is not given to the slothful; knock in prayers, in fastings, and almsgiving, for he who knocks at a door knocks with his hand.’  Again, these three words denote increasing earnestness in prayer.  When anything is asked for, it is first spoken for; by-and-by, if no answer be given, we cry out; if calling out [does] not suffice, we seek for some other means of gaining attention, [e.g.] we apply our mouth to some chink in the door by which our voices may be made to reach the master of the house.  If that … [fails], we beat at the door until we gain a hearing.  Hence, Remigius thus expounds, ‘We ask by praying; we seek by living well; we knock by persevering’.”[25]
            In order that we do not attempt to rush our growth, St. John Chrysostom tells us: “…Seek not to learn all at once, but gently and by little and little.  Why, it is in the vestibule that you are standing, by the very porch; why then do you hasten towards the inner shrine?”[26]  When we do grow, he warns us about thinking that it is we who have accomplished this: “Know you not that if you praise yourself, God will no more praise you?  Even … if thou [lament] yourself, He will not cease proclaiming you before all.  For it is not at all His will that your labors should be disparaged.  Why do I say, ‘disparaged’?  Nay, He is doing and contriving all things, so that even for little He may crown you; and He goes about seeking excuses whereby you may be delivered from hell.  For this cause, though you should work but the eleventh hour of the day, He gives you wages entire; and though you afford no ground of salvation, He says, ‘I do it for mine own sake, that my name be not profaned.’  Though you should sigh only, though thou should only weep, all these things He quickly catches hold of for an occasion of saving you.  Let us not, therefore, lift up ourselves, but let us declare ourselves unprofitable that we may become profitable.  For, if you call yourself approved, you [have] become unprofitable, though you were [beforehand] approved; but, if useless, you [have] become profitable, even though you were reprobate.”[27]  “Thus, we are not ourselves, says He, to strive alone, but also to invoke the help from above; and it will surely come and be present with us and will aid us in our struggles and make all easy.  Therefore, He both commanded us to ask and pledged Himself to the giving.  However, not simply to ask did He command us, but with much [diligence] and earnestness.  For this is the meaning of ‘seek’."[28]  And, if you do not receive straightway, do not even thus despair, for to this end He said, ‘knock,’ to signify that, even if He should not straightway open the door, we are to continue there.  And, if you doubt my affirmation, at any rate believe His example: ‘For what man is there of you," says He, "whom, if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone (Mt 7:9-11)?’  Because, as among men, if you keep on doing, so, [that] you are even accounted troublesome and disgusting, so with God, when you do not so, then you do more entirely provoke Him.  And, if you continue asking, though you receive not at once, you surely will receive.  For to this end was the door shut: that He may induce you to knock.  To this end He does not straightway assent: that you may ask.  Continue then to do these things, and you will surely receive.”[29] 
            We are the tied colt in Mark 11, the colt upon which no one has sat.  We are untamed.  The two disciples are the Church, signifying faith and works.  Their cloaks have been washed in the Blood of our Lord, upon which he sits.  It is he who tames us and is glorified.  However, the “colt” is blessed also because the Lord sits upon him.  When we seek the Lord and his strength, [seeking] his presence continually through our asking, seeking, and knocking, it is Christ who is glorified.  As an untamed colt, we can resist our Lord, trying to buck him off, not willing to be controlled; or we can become docile, allowing our Lord to “ride” upon us, through allowing him to transform us into his image by way of his word, the Mass, the Sacraments, and living the life exemplified by our Lord, submitting to the dictates of his Body, the Church.
            It is Holy Week, our Lord’s Passion being upon us.  St. Leo the Great tells us: “…[Amidst] all the works of God which weary out man’s wondering contemplation, what so delights and so baffles our mind’s gaze as the Savior’s Passion?  Ponder as we may upon His omnipotence, which is of one and equal substance with the Father, the humility in God is more stupendous than the power, and it is harder to grasp the complete emptying of the Divine Majesty than the infinite uplifting of the “slave’s form” in Him. But we are much aided in our understanding of it by the remembrance that though the Creator and the creature, the Inviolable God and the passible flesh, are absolutely different, yet the properties of both substances meet together in Christ’s one Person in such a way that alike in His acts of weakness and of power the degradation belongs to the same Person as the glory.”[30]  
            What baffles our minds is the fact that GOD, the CREATOR, becomes CREATURE in order to submit to CREATURE, to allow CREATURE to abuse CREATOR, to kill him.  We are not God; we are creature.  However, we do not like to submit to him who is equal to us; we definitely will not willfully allow him to abuse us in little ways, let alone to submit ourselves willingly, in love, to the degree that the Son of God did, to the degree that the Father offered the Son for our lives.  We hold ourselves in higher esteem than God the Son did.  This is not humility.  Humility is what our Lord has done and is doing.  Seek the Lord and his strength, seek his presence continually.  He is the only one who can grant us the humility that he desires us to have.  Therefore, let us pray with St. Augustine: “…So far as you have made me to be able, I have sought you and have desired to see with my understanding what I believed, and I have argued and labored much.  O Lord, my God, my one hope, hearken to me, lest through weariness I be unwilling to seek you; ‘but that I may always ardently seek Thy face, [give me] strength to seek, [you] who have made me find you and have given [me] the hope of finding you more and more.  My strength and my infirmity are in your sight.  Preserve the one and heal the other.  My knowledge and my ignorance are in your sight.  Where you have opened to me, receive me as I enter; where you have closed, open to me as I knock.  May I remember you, understand you, love you.  Increase these things in me until you renew me wholly.”[31]  Let us constantly keep the saint’s admonishment in mind: “‘Seek God,’ [the psalmist] says, ‘and your heart shall live (Ps 69:32);’ and lest anyone should rashly rejoice that he has, as it were, apprehended it, ‘Seek,’ he says, ‘His face evermore.’  And the apostle: ‘If any man,’ he says, ‘think that he knows anything, he knows nothing yet as he ought to know (1 Cor 8:2))’.”[32]  We have “found” God totally when we sin no more.  That will not be in this lifetime.  “For we shall not there”—heaven—“…seek the face of God, when ‘we shall see face to face’ (1 Cor 13:12)’.” [33]  Although he abides in us through his word and the Sacraments; nevertheless, he commands us, Seek the Lord and his strength, seek his presence continually.  Let us not allow ourselves become slothful and become one of the five foolish virgins.[34] Seek the Lord and his strength, seek his presence continually.  Every time we seek and find, we are given a foretaste of what is to come.  The more we seek and find, the more fuller that revelation becomes.


[1] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Ps 105:4.
[2] Ibid., Jn 8:51.
[3] Ibid., Mt 23:5–7.
[4] The Holy Bible, Translated from the Latin Vulgate, (Bellingham, WA: Logos Bible Software, 2009), Ro 1:25.
[5] Ibid., Ro 1:21–22.
[6] Leo the Great, Leo the Great, Gregory the Great, 1895, 12a, 173.
[7] Inc Merriam-Webster, Merriam-Webster’s collegiate dictionary., 2003.
[8] Ibid.
[9] Augustine of Hippo, St. Augustin: On the Holy Trinity, Doctrinal Treatises, Moral Treatises, 1887, 3, 199.
[10] Ibid., 199-200.
[11] Ibid., 199.
[12] Augustine of Hippo, St. Augustin: Homilies on the Gospel of John, Homilies on the First Epistle of John, Soliloquies, 1888, 7, 314.
[13] The Holy Bible, Translated from the Latin Vulgate, (Bellingham, WA: Logos Bible Software, 2009), Mt 7:7–8.
[14] St. Augustine, St. Augustine: The Lord’s Sermon on the Mount, eds. Johannes Quasten and Joseph C. Plumpe, Ancient Christian Writers, (New York; Mahwah, NJ: Paulist Press, 1948), 5:159.
[15] John MacEvilly, An Exposition of the Gospels of Matthew and Mark, (Dublin; New York: M. H. Gill & Son; Benziger Brothers, 1898), 135-136.
[16] John MacEvilly, An Exposition of the Gospels of Matthew and Mark, (Dublin; New York: M. H. Gill & Son; Benziger Brothers, 1898), 136.
[17] The Holy Bible, Translated from the Latin Vulgate, (Bellingham, WA: Logos Bible Software, 2009), Mt 7:9–11.
[18] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Sermon on the Mount, Harmony of the Gospels, Homilies on the Gospels, 1888, 6, 294–295.
[19] Thomas Aquinas, Catena Aurea: Commentary on the Four Gospels, Collected out of the Works of the Fathers: St. Matthew, ed. John Henry Newman, (Oxford: John Henry Parker, 1841), 1:272.
[20] Thomas Aquinas, Catena Aurea: Commentary on the Four Gospels, Collected out of the Works of the Fathers: St. Matthew, ed. John Henry Newman, (Oxford: John Henry Parker, 1841), 1:272–273.
Chrysostom S. John Chrysostom, Abp. of Constantinople, A.D. 398.
[21] Thomas Aquinas, Catena Aurea: Commentary on the Four Gospels, Collected out of the Works of the Fathers: St. Matthew, ed. John Henry Newman, (Oxford: John Henry Parker, 1841), 1:273.
[22] Thomas Aquinas, Catena Aurea: Commentary on the Four Gospels, Collected out of the Works of the Fathers: St. Matthew, ed. John Henry Newman, (Oxford: John Henry Parker, 1841), 1:273.
[23] Jerome, Commentary on Matthew, ed. Thomas P. Halton, The Fathers of the Church, (Washington, DC: The Catholic University of America Press, 2008), 117:93–94.
[24] Aquinas, St. Thomas . Commentary on the Gospel of St. Matthew (pp. 301-302). Dolorosa Press. Kindle Edition
[25] Lapide SJ, Cornelius A. The Great Commentary of Cornelius A Lapide: Three Volumes Contaning General Preface and the Gospel of Matthew (Kindle Locations 8289-8304). Veritatis Splendor Publications. Kindle Edition
[26] Chrysostom, St. St. Chrysostom: Homilies on the Gospel of Saint Matthew (Kindle Locations 480-481). public domain. Kindle Edition
[27] Chrysostom, St. St. Chrysostom: Homilies on the Gospel of Saint Matthew (Kindle Locations 759-766). public domain. Kindle Edition
[28] Chrysostom, St. St. Chrysostom: Homilies on the Gospel of Saint Matthew (Kindle Locations 5505-5508). public domain. Kindle Edition
[29] Chrysostom, St. St. Chrysostom: Homilies on the Gospel of Saint Matthew (Kindle Locations 5513-5519). public domain. Kindle Edition
[30] Leo the Great, Leo the Great, Gregory the Great, 1895, 12a, 174.
[31] Augustine of Hippo, St. Augustin: On the Holy Trinity, Doctrinal Treatises, Moral Treatises, 1887, 3, 227–228.
[32] Augustine of Hippo, St. Augustin: On the Holy Trinity, Doctrinal Treatises, Moral Treatises, 1887, 3, 125.
[33] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 565.
[34] New American Bible, Revised Edition., (Washington, DC: The United States Conference of Catholic Bishops, 2011), Mt 25:1-13.

Sunday, March 18, 2018

Contend With Me, O God


Contend, O Lord, with those who contend with me; fight against those who fight against me!  Take hold of shield and buckler, and rise for my help!  Draw the spear and javelin against my pursuers!  Say to my soul, “I am your deliverance!”[1  

            St. Thomas Aquinas tells us that the title is “For the leader, a Psalm for David himself,” and that, mystically, it pertains to Christ, the true David; and, according to a mystical exposition, it is the second psalm of those which speak copiously concerning Christ's passion.[2]  He, then, goes on to state: “Therefore, whether this psalm is read either with respect to the person of David, Christ, or whomever, it does two things.  First, it asks for the rejection of the impious, and second, assigns the cause: witnesses rising up.”[3] 
            St. Robert Bellarmine explains: “Because the enemies of Christ and of his Church would have it appear that, in their persecutions, they were influenced only by a desire of upholding the law and of acting agreeably to it--while they were, at the very time, acting as professed enemies instead of impartial judges--and, with an assumption of piety, were only standing by their false superstitions, the Psalm adds: ‘Overthrow them that fight against me’--take up my cause, fight my battle—that, when my enemies are overthrown, by you, I may escape them, and depart the conqueror.”[4]  
            These are, of course, very true and are beneficial in the sense that we are assured that God will ensure that justice will prevail.  The world, in its view, would see the deaths of Christ and the martyrs as God not answering the prayers of Jesus and his Church; nevertheless, we understand that they will, in the end, be put to shame.  However, we also need to looks at this psalm in a way that is practical to us in this moment and all others to come.
            Let us take the first sentence: Contend, O Lord, with those who contend with me.  Who are the those that contend with us most seriously?  Is it not ourselves, the sins that prevail within us?  Are they not our most dangerous enemies?  No one can endanger our souls—only ourselves.  ...[It] was we who strayed from the way of truth, and the light of righteousness did not shine on us, and the sun did not rise upon us.  We took our fill of the paths of lawlessness and destruction,
and we journeyed through trackless deserts, but the way of the Lord we have not known.  What has our arrogance profited us?  And what good has our boasted wealth brought us?[5]  We ask the Lord to contend with our sins for we have not the strength nor the wisdom to overcome them.  St. John Cassian tells us we have eight principal faults: gluttony, or pleasures of the palate; fornication;
covetousness; anger; dejection; spiritual sloth or sluggishness; vainglory; and pride.[6]  It is not, I think, that the saint is going minor to major sins or major to minor.  It is my impression that Cassian is treating all eight as extremely major.  He has good treatises on all these; however, it is not my intent to comment upon that.  I do advise reading them.  What I desire to impress more and more upon myself, in order that, by the grace of God, at no time may I esteem them too lightly or fall into the trap that I can overcome them on my own.  On the other hand, I must not allow myself to fall into the other—the passive—trap, that “God will do everything; I have no part in it.”  The beloved saint goes on to enlighten us: “…of these passions, …the occasions are recognized by everybody as soon as they are laid open by the teaching of the elders; so, before they are revealed, although we are all overcome by them, …they exist in every one, yet nobody knows of them.”[7]  Showing how powerful a hold these sins have upon us, the saint continues: “…[We] trust that we shall be able in some measure to explain them, if by your prayers”—Bishop Castor of Apt, to whom he was writing—"that word of the Lord, which was announced by Isaiah, may apply to us also--‘I will go before [you], and bring low the mighty ones of the land; I will break the gates of brass, and cut asunder the iron bars; and I will open to [you] concealed treasures and hidden secrets’ (Is 45:2,3)—so that the word of the Lord may go before us also and first may bring low the mighty ones of our land (emphasis added), i.e. these same evil passions which we are desirous to overcome and which claim for themselves dominion and a most horrible tyranny in our mortal body; and may make them yield to our investigation and explanation; and, thus, breaking the gates of our ignorance, and cutting asunder the bars of vices which shut us out from true knowledge, may lead to the hidden things of our secrets and reveal to us who have been illuminated, according to the Apostle’s word, ‘the hidden things of darkness, and may make manifest the counsels of the hearts’ (1 Cor 4:5), that thus penetrating with pure eyes of the mind to the foul darkness of vices, we may be able to disclose them and drag them forth to light, and may succeed in explaining their occasions and natures to those who are either free from them or are still tied and bound by them, and so passing as the prophet says, through the fire of vices which terribly inflame our minds, we may be able forthwith to pass also through the water of virtues which extinguish them unharmed, and being bedewed (as it were) with spiritual remedies may be found worthy to be brought in purity of heart to the consolations of perfection (Ps 65:12).”[8] 
            Therefore, we see a need to be brought into a continuous remembrance of these sins and their severity, to have the prayers of the Church—including each other—and also be able to how others have overcome these sins.  Whether we realize it or not, those who have overcome these sins have done it through cooperation with the grace of God, whether consciously or unconsciously.  People may not have prayed for that grace; nonetheless, God still grants that grace.  When they do not recognize God’s grace, they are in effect boasting, claiming to have overcome sin by their own strength.  Overcoming sin is a good thing, and our Lord tells us, “…apart from me you can do nothing.”[9]  We have the power to do evil; we only do good by cooperating with the grace of God, utilizing his goodness.  All goodness comes God, who is chief Good.  People will argue, “But non-believers can do good.”  Yes, they can, because they are unconsciously cooperating with God’s grace, albeit giving themselves the credit--pride.  As our Lord teaches us, “…the beginning of pride is sin, and the man who clings to it pours out abominations.”[10] 
            Due to the tenacious hold these sins have upon us, we need to cry out: Contend, O Lord, with those who contend with me; fight against those who fight against me!  Take hold of shield and buckler, and rise for my help!  Draw the spear and javelin against my pursuers!  Say to my soul, “I am your deliverance!”  When God contends against them, he will bring them to remembrance, causing an anguish in us.  This will, in turn, cause us to implore his aid, his giving us the strength to overcome.  Many times, he will send this aid, as stated by John Cassian—quoting St. Antony--through our fellow man: [A person] “ought by no means to seek for all kinds of virtues from one man however excellent.  For one is adorned with flowers of knowledge, another is more strongly fortified with methods of discretion, another is established in the dignity of patience, another excels in the virtue of humility, another in that of continence, another is decked with the grace of simplicity.  This one excels all others in magnanimity, that one in pity, another in vigils, another in silence, another in earnestness of work.  And, therefore, the [person] who desires to gather spiritual honey ought, like a most careful bee, to suck out virtue from those who specially possess it and should diligently store it up in the vessel of his own breast.  Nor should he investigate what anyone is lacking in, but only regard and gather whatever virtue he has for, if we want to gain all virtues from some one person, we shall with great difficulty or perhaps never at all find suitable examples for us to imitate.”[11]  As a result of the pride within us, oftentimes we desire that God deal on a one-to-one basis with us, which very well winds up enhancing that pride, puffing us up.  God will, if fact, work with us in a way which will bring us more humility, in a way which will take away the confidence within us.  For this reason, he causes us to learn from one another.  When we see good in others, we can see the benefit of cooperating with the grace of God.  Now, the proportion may be in different measure since God gives gifts as he chooses; nevertheless, we are still encouraged, knowing that God is willing to work in us if we are willing.
            When we go to Mass, we are asking God to contend with us by bringing these faults to the forefront to contend with them.  We do this in the Confiteor, confessing our sins and asking each other, the Blessed Virgin, and the angels and saints to pray for us.  We are not asking them to pray that God overlook our sins but that he contend with our faults, destroying them.  In the Collect, we prayed, “By your help, we beseech you, Lord our God, may we walk eagerly in that same charity with which, out of love for the world, your Son handed himself over to death.”  We are asking that he contend with everything not consistent with that charity.  We are asking the same in the Psalm reading when we pray, “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and put a new and right spirit within me.”[12]  
            God, through the prophet, Jeremiah, tells us: “Behold, the days are coming … when I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and the house of Judah, not like the covenant which I made with their fathers when I took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Egypt, my covenant which they broke, though I was their husband, says the Lord.  But this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Israel after those days …: I will put my law within them, and I will write it upon their hearts; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.  And no longer shall each man teach his neighbor and each his brother, saying, ‘Know the Lord,’ for they shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest, says the Lord; for I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remember their sin no more.”[13]  We note that, while God was [taking] them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Egypt, they transgressed and broke his covenant.  Today, we see the same thing happening in us, and it disturbs us.  Seeing God’s promise to write his law upon our hearts, making us to know him, we become like the Greeks who went to St. Philip, saying, “Sir, we wish to see Jesus.”[14]  We do not desire to see what Jesus looks like physically; we desire to see him, desiring to be as he is.  This is what we are asking in the Mass.
            Jesus, bearing our sins, went to the cross; therefore, seeing our sins within us, we desire to sacrifice ourselves for the glory of God, not for our sakes only but for the sake of others.  In the days of his flesh, Jesus offered up prayers and supplications, with loud cries and tears, to him who was able to save him from death, and he was heard for his godly fear.  Although he was a Son, he learned obedience through what he suffered.[15]  Hence, we have Christ praying, through the priest, “Hear us, almighty God; and, having instilled in your servants the teachings of the Christian faith, graciously purify them by the working of this sacrifice.”  Will not the Father answer the Son’s prayer?  Because he does, and because we know the Father will do this for us, we exclaim: “Holy, Holy, Holy Lord God of hosts.  Heaven and earth are full of your glory!  Hosanna!  Hosanna!  Hosanna in the highest!  Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord!”  Then we look at the Son, desiring this earnestly, imploring: “Save us, save us, Savior of the world, for by your Cross and Resurrection, you have set us free.”  We can’t wait for the fulfillment of being transformed into the image of our Savior.  That not being enough for us, we pray, “Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come, thy will be done…”  Oh, how we want to see Jesus!  Therefore, we are re-presented with what our Lord does on the Cross, his death, and Resurrection.  He is reinforcing upon our minds that he is doing what we desire.  For this reason, we exclaim: “Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world; have mercy on us.  Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world; have mercy on us.  Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world; grant us peace.”  And, then, upon the elevation of the host and cup, we are told, “Behold the Lamb of God, behold him who takes away the sins of the world; blessed are those called to the supper of the Lamb.”  God is in the process of answering our prayers.  “Lord, I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed.”  “Lord, though I am not worthy now; nevertheless, you are making me worthy.”  How fitting the prayer after Communion, “We pray, almighty God, that we may always be counted among the members of Christ, in whose Body and Blood we have communion, Who lives and reigns for ever and ever.”  We are asking God to make us persevere, for we have the ability to turn away.  For this reason, Jesus, through the priest, prays, “Bless, O Lord, your people, who long for the gift of your mercy, and grant that what, at your prompting, they desire they may receive by your generous gift.”  That desire is that God contend with us, destroying the sins within us, making us to “see” Jesus.


[1] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Ps 35:1–3.
[2] Aquinas, Thomas. Commentary on the Psalms (Kindle Locations 6350-6352). Fig. Kindle Edition.
[3] Ibid., (Kindle Locations 6352-6354).
[4] Saint Robert Bellarmine. A Commentary on the Book of Psalms (Illustrated) (p. 153). Aeterna Press. Kindle Edition.
[5] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Wis 5:6–8.
[6] John Cassian, Sulpitius Severus, Vincent of Lérins, John Cassian, 1894, 11, 233–234.
[7] Ibid., 234.
[8] Ibid.
[9] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Jn 15:5.
[10] Ibid., Sir 10:13.
[11] John Cassian, Sulpitius Severus, Vincent of Lérins, John Cassian, 1894, 11, 234–235.
[12] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Ps 51:10.
[13] Ibid., Je 31:31–34.
[14] Ibid., Jn 12:21.
[15] Ibid., Heb 5:7–8.