Saturday, November 17, 2018

Can We Honestly Say That Our Hearts Are Not Lifted Up?


O Lord, my heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too high; I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me.  But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a child quieted at its mother’s breast; like a child that is quieted is my soul.  O Israel, hope in the Lord from this time forth and for evermore.[1]   

            From first glance, it may appear that the psalmist is making a judgment of something in which he is not the authority: O Lord, my heart is not lifted up.  God is the judge of our hearts, not us.  We come to this conclusion from God, speaking through the prophet, saying, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately corrupt; who can understand it?[2]  He, then, continues: “I the Lord search the mind and try the heart, to give to every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his doings.”[3]  Therefore, we can ascertain that this is a prophecy which pertains to our Lord, Jesus, for he is the only one who truly knows himself, the weakness of his humanity, and the strength of divinity.  It is Jesus only who can without a doubt state, “O Lord, my heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too high; I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me.”  St. Robert Bellarmine says this of the psalmist: “The prophet, being quite certain of saying nothing but the truth, directly addresses God, whom no one can deceive, and asserts that he was never subject to pride, either in his interior or his bearing.”[4]  This can only apply to the Son of God and the person he kept humble, i.e. Virgin Mary.  This psalm is attributed to King David, who has the incident of adultery with Bathsheba, another man’s wife.  Adultery comes from pride, which is the heart being lifted up and the eyes being raised too high—especially in David’s case; therefore, David must be speaking of himself.
            Because this applies to Jesus, who is the Christ, then this also must apply to the Body of Christ, which is the Catholic Church, to which each of us belong.  Christ and the Church cannot be separate from us or us from them.  What applies to Christ also applies to the Church and, therefore, must apply to us.  As a result of the egregious sins of some of the leaders in the Church, some may be hesitant to believe this, but this shouldn’t be the case.  We’ll get to this a little later.
            We read in the Catechism: “…The Church’s mission is not an addition to that of Christ and the Holy Spirit, but is its sacrament: in her whole being and in all her members, the Church is sent to announce, bear witness, make present, and spread the mystery of the communion of the Holy Trinity …  All of us who have received one and the same Spirit, that is, the Holy Spirit, are in a sense blended together with one another and with God.  For if Christ, together with the Father’s and his own Spirit, comes to dwell in each of us, though we are many, still the Spirit is one and undivided.  He binds together the spirits of each and every one of us … and makes all appear as one in him.  For just as the power of Christ’s sacred flesh unites those in whom it dwells into one body, I think that in the same way the one and undivided Spirit of God, who dwells in all, leads all into spiritual unity.[5]  “The word ‘Church’ means ‘convocation.’  It designates the assembly of those whom God’s Word ‘convokes,’ i.e., gathers together to form the People of God, and who themselves, nourished with the Body of Christ, become the Body of Christ.”[6]  “The Church is both visible and spiritual, a hierarchical society and the Mystical Body of Christ.  She is one, yet formed of two components, human and divine.  That is her mystery, which only faith can accept.”[7]  Because Christ is in us, Jesus’ divinity is also in us—as a result of Baptism and the other Sacraments.  As a result, there must be some way in which our passage must apply to us.  
           We cannot say unequivocally that, O Lord, my heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too high; I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me; however, this is our hope and is what we are praying about and working towards.  The Catechism teaches us: “‘The Church … will receive its perfection only in the glory of heaven,’ at the time of Christ’s glorious return.  Until that day, ‘the Church progresses on her pilgrimage amidst this world’s persecutions and God’s consolations.’  Here below she knows that she is in exile far from the Lord, and longs for the full coming of the Kingdom, when she will ‘be united in glory with her king.’  The Church, and through her the world, will not be perfected in glory without great trials.  Only then will ‘all the just from the time of Adam, ‘from Abel, the just one, to the last of the elect,’ … be gathered together in the universal Church in the Father’s presence.”[8]  Because she is not perfect yet, we must expect that there will be sins—some egregious—in the Church and its leaders.  In the past, some of the leaders were even involved in heresies.  Nonetheless, we believe that Christ will keep the doctrines of the Church pure and infallible because he is the Head of the Church.  He will deal with the sins of the members, including the leaders, regardless how egregious or how small, since he is holy and Just.  He will purify his Church, making it as he is.
            The Catechism further teaches us: “Christ unites us with his Passover: all his members must strive to resemble him, ‘until Christ be formed’ in them.  ‘For this reason, we … are taken up into the mysteries of his life, … associated with his sufferings as the body with its head, suffering with him, that with him we may be glorified.’  Christ provides for our growth: to make us grow toward him, our head, he provides in his Body, the Church, the gifts and assistance by which we help one another along the way of salvation.  Christ and his Church thus together make up the ‘whole Christ’ (Christus totus).  The Church is one with Christ.”[9]  Also, the author to the Hebrews tells us: Christ was faithful as a son placed over his house.  We are his house, if only we hold fast to our confidence and pride in our hope.[10]  He further exhorts us: …Let us rid ourselves of every burden and sin that clings to us and persevere in running the race that lies before us while keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus, the leader and perfecter of faith.  For the sake of the joy that lay before him he endured the cross, despising its shame, and has taken his seat at the right of the throne of God.[11]  Therefore, we must accept suffering gladly, in order that my heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too high; I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me.  There may be sins which we committing that we may not consider egregious, which in God’s eyes, are extremely egregious.
            St. Augustine teaches us: “In this Psalm, the humility of one that is a servant of God and faithful”—Jesus—"is commended unto us, by whose voice it is sung, which is the whole body of Christ.  For we have often warned you, beloved, that it ought not to be received as the voice of one man singing, but of all who are in Christ’s Body.  And since all are in His Body … one man speaks…  Now, he prays in the temple of God who prays in the peace of the Church, in the unity of Christ’s Body--which Body of Christ consists of many who believe in the whole world—and, therefore, he who prays in the temple is heard.”[12]  
            In other words, this passage speaks to Christ and his Body, and there must be unity—peace—in the Body.  Otherwise, we have a monster: the members of a body rebelling against the body.  It would be as if the right arm of a person was rebelling against the brain, and the left leg also rebelling, fighting for its own will.  The author to the Hebrews also speaks to this unity, this peace, when he says: Obey your leaders and defer to them, for they keep watch over you and will have to give an account, that they may fulfill their task with joy and not with sorrow, for that would be of no advantage to you.[13]  The “leaders” being referred to here relates to those leaders in the Church because of what precedes: Remember your leaders who spoke the word of God to you.  Consider the outcome of their way of life and imitate their faith.  Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.  Do not be carried away by all kinds of strange teaching.[14]  Yes, we may see bad bishops, bad priests, or bad deacons.  This is because we are not perfected yet, as was spoken of previously.  This is to be expected.  We are not perfect; neither is our leaders perfect.  However, we do trust God and the Church he has given us, and he has told us to obey your leaders and defer to them, for they keep watch over you…  God will not condemn us for obeying his commandments.  Nonetheless, we also pray for our leaders, for each other, and for ourselves—because we are not perfect: In the days when he was in the flesh, he offered prayers and supplications with loud cries and tears to the one who was able to save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverence.  Son though he was, he learned obedience from what he  suffered…[15]  Even if we are nearing death’s door, we cannot keep ourselves from all sin—even when we are near death.  Does that not cause us to mourn, to pray?  We are accountable for even our thoughts and our words.  In the Confiteor, we pray: “I confess to almighty God… that I have great sinned, in my thoughts and in my words…”  How can we hold another human being—who is probably less sinful than ourselves—to a higher standard?  If we desire others to pray for us, should we not also be praying for them?  In the Confiteor, do we not pray, “Therefore, I ask blessed Mary ever-Virgin, all the Angels and Saints, and you, my brothers and sisters, to pray for me to the Lord our God?  Should this exempt the bishops, priests, and deacons, and the other religious?  Of course not.  We are all sinners, striving to please God and mourning over our sins. 
            …my heart is not lifted up.  For the psalmist to say this, we may safely assume that he is aware that pride is abominable to God and that he is cautious to subdue pride by the grace of God.  St. Augustine wisely concludes that, as a result of these words, the psalmist has offered a sacrifice because humility of heart is a sacrifice.  He goes on to remind us that “God is not pleased with burnt offerings,” that “the sacrifice of God is a troubled spirit: a broken and contrite heart, O God, you shall not despise (Ps 51:17).”[16]  Although we offer up our good deeds--which we have accomplished through the grace of God--we also offer up “tears” for our sins.  Jesus did not “bear” our sins as if they were in a bag that he was carrying; he bore our sins as if he had committed them—even though he had not.  It is for this reason, he offered prayers and supplications with loud cries and tears to the one who was able to save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverence.  Son though he was, he learned obedience from what he suffered.  The Son of God, although divine and without sin, learned obedience from what he suffered.  How difficult it must have been for him to resist all concupiscence when we give in after only very slight resistance.  How willingly do we criticize others, yet desire to hold others to a higher standard.  Nevertheless, we retain that hope that God will perfect us, desiring to please God, not displease him.  We know we are weak; how can we demand another human beings to be strong?  Let us also offer prayers and supplications with loud cries and tears to the one who was able to save [us] from death, knowing that we will be heard because of [our] reverence.  Jesus, Son though he was, he learned obedience from what he suffered; let us also learn obedience from what we suffer.  In this way, our hears will not be lifted up.  What we suffer, we suffer deservedly, whether we realize it or not.  As a matter of fact, what we actually suffer is minuscule to what we really deserve to suffer. 
            … my eyes are not raised too high… Nothing that we have or are comes from us.  If we have intelligence, it is a gift of God.  If we have health, it is a gift of God.  If we have wealth, it is a gift of God.  Moreover, these gifts are not for us to gloat over or to hoard.  These gifts are given in order that we may glorify God by aiding (loving) our neighbor.  We like to elevate ourselves.  We want people to look up to us, to compliment us.  We elevate ourselves, and then we think we are humble.  St. Robert Bellarmine tells us, “Many, with a semblance of humility, are full of interior pride and self-importance; and many look down upon their neighbors without the slightest effort at concealing their pride and impudence.”[17]  Pride exhibits itself when we are critical of others, when we attribute accolades to ourselves or even others, e.g. “my child is so smart.”  Pride also exhibits itself when we think we deserve praise, promotions, etc.  Some of the synonyms of “pride” cause us to ponder, which are: self-esteem, dignity, honor, self-respect, ego, self-worth, self-image, self-identity, self-regard, pride in oneself, pride in one's abilities, belief in one's worth, faith in oneself, amour propreself-esteem, dignity, honor, self-respect, ego, self-worth, self-image, self-identity, self-regard, pride in oneself, pride in one's abilities, belief in one's worth, faith in oneself.”  St. Thomas Aquinas states, “Pride is said to be the beginning of every sin, not as though every sin originated from pride, but because any kind of sin is naturally liable to arise from pride.”[18]  
            This passage causes us to search our hearts, causes us to see the pride within us, and causes us to confess, repent, and cry out to the One who can take the pride from us.  If we cannot see pride within us, it is pride itself that is preventing us from seeing.  Therefore, we need to cry out for humility.
            I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me.  But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a child quieted at its mother’s breast; like a child that is quieted is my soul.  St. Augustine gives this interpretation: “‘If I had not lowly thoughts, but have lifted up my soul, as one taken from his mother’s breast, such the reward for my soul.’  He seems, as it were, to have bound himself by a curse: …as though he had been going to say, ‘Let it so happen to me.  As one taken away from his mother’s breast, may [this] be my soul’s reward’.”[19]  Bellarmine echoes this sentiment: “Not satisfied with having declared to God, the searcher of hearts, that he always had the greatest abhorrence of all manner of pride, he confirms it by an oath or imprecation, in order to make it more thoroughly believed by all; and, therefore, says, ‘If I was not humbly minded’ about myself, ‘but exalted in my soul’—and, thus, looking down upon others--‘as a child that is weaned is towards his mother,’ as a child recently weaned lies crying and moaning on its mother’s lap or breast by reason of being deprived of that usual nourishment that was so sweet and agreeable to it, ‘so reward in my soul,’ so may my soul be deprived of the sweetness of divine consolation, my especial, and nearly my only delight.”[20]  No one of us, I would think, would be so bold or brash to call a curse down upon himself or herself, saying there is no pride in us.  Not even King David did this, for he cried out: Have mercy on me, O God, according to thy steadfast love; according to thy abundant mercy blot out my transgressions.  Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin!  For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me.  Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done that which is evil in thy sight…  Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.  Fill me with joy and gladness; let the bones which thou hast broken rejoice.  Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities.  Create in me a clean heart, O God, and put a new and right spirit within me.  Cast me not away from thy presence, and take not thy holy Spirit from me.  Restore to me the joy of thy salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit.[21]  We would also much rather pray Psalm 51 than calling down a curse upon ourselves, asserting that there is no pride within us.
            Augustine goes on: “Here... [is what] induces me to consider it a curse: For it is not an infant, but a grown child, that is taken away from milk”—speaking of those persons who knows Christ basically but do not really desire to grow in him (cf. 1 Cor 3:1-2, He 5:11-14, 1 Pe 2:1-3).  “He who is weak in his earliest infancy, which is his true infancy, is upon his mother’s breast.  If … he has been taken away from the milk, he perishes.  It is not without a reason then that it is added, ‘Upon his mother’s breast.’  For all may be weaned by growing.  He who grows and is thus taken away from milk, it is good for him, but hurtful for him who is still upon his mother’s breast”—the person who is old enough to be weaned but desires not.  “We must therefore beware, my brethren, and be fearful lest anyone be taken away from milk before his time…  Let him not, therefore, wish to lift up his soul when … he is not fit to take meat, but let him fulfill the commandments of humility.  He has [within him that which] he may exercise himself: Let him believe in Christ, that he may understand Christ.  He cannot see the Word; he cannot understand the equality of the Word with the Father; he cannot as yet see the equality of the Holy Spirit with the Father and the Word; let him believe this, and suck it.  He is safe, because, when he has grown, he will eat, which he could not do before he grew by sucking; and he has a point to stretch towards.  Seek not out the things that are too hard for you, and search not the things that are above your strength--that is, things which you are not as yet fit to understand.  ‘And what am I to do?’ you reply; ‘Shall I remain thus?’  [The] things the Lord has commanded you, think thereupon always (Eccl 3:22).  What has the Lord commanded you?  Do works of mercy, part not with the peace of the Church, place not your trust in man, tempt not God by longing for miracles…  For, if you be not exalted, if you raise not your heart on high, if you tread not in great matters that are too high for you, but preserve humility, God will reveal unto you what you are otherwise minded in (Ph 3:15).  But, if you choose to defend this very thing which you are otherwise minded about, and with pertinacity assert it, and against the peace of the Church, this curse which he has described is entailed upon you.  When you are upon your mother’s breast and are removed away from the milk, you shall die of hunger apart from your mother’s breast”—the Catholic Church.  “But, if you continue in Catholic peace, if … you are in anything otherwise minded than you ought to be, God will reveal it to you if you [are] humble.  [Why]?  Because ‘God resists the proud and gives grace unto the humble’ (Ja 4:6, 1 Pe 5:5).”[22]  We, being proud, cannot make ourselves humble.  Humble is what God makes us; however, we must ask for it, praying as the psalmist does in Psalm 51 above.
            O Israel, hope in the Lord from this time forth and for evermore.  Augustine explains this: “Until we arrive at eternity, let us trust in the Lord God; because when we have reached eternity, there will be no longer hope, but the thing itself will be ours.”[23]  Bellarmine interposes this thought: “The conclusion of the Psalm explains the object of the great praise so conferred on humility, for the holy soul did not mean or intend to hold himself up as an example of it, but he wanted to admonish the people how little they ought to confide in themselves and how much in God; and he, therefore, says, ‘Let Israel hope in the Lord.’  If I, a king and a prophet”—and Jesus is priest, prophet, and King—"dare not take a shine out of myself by reason of my power and my wisdom and, instead of relying on myself, cast all my hope on God, it certainly is only right that Israel, my people, and who are also God’s people, should not ‘imagine that they are something when they are nothing,’ nor confide in their own strength, but hope in the Lord—they will hope in him, not only today and tomorrow, but forever and ever.”[24]
            Because Advent is upon us, this Psalm is very beneficial to us.  We look upon Christmas as Jesus’ Coming.  We are looking forward to his Second Advent.  Because his Coming is soon, we need to be searching and praying, praying that Christ show us our sins, bringing us to confession and repentance.  We must be preparing for his Coming, and this is how we prepare.  This passage tells us what we have to be.  We need to recognize the fact that our hearts are lifted up and that that must not be the case.  We acknowledge it, knowing that it is only by the grace and strength of God that the pride within us will be removed.  We also know that, because we are asking and seeking, he will not deny us.  Yes, we will probably tire of asking; however, we must persevere in it.  Hope in the Lord from this time forth and for evermore.  As long as we are asking, we have hope.  It is when we stop that we have lost hope.  God desires to remove the pride in us—in his own way; however, we must desire it also.



[1] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Ps 131:1–3.
[2] Ibid., Je 17:9.
[3] Ibid., Je 17:10.
[4] Saint Robert Bellarmine. A Commentary on the Book of Psalms (Illustrated) (p. 618), Ps 130. Aeterna Press. Kindle Edition.
[5] Catholic Church, Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2nd Ed., (Washington, DC: United States Catholic Conference, 2000), 195, Para 788.
[6] Ibid., 205, Para 777.
[7] Ibid., Para 779.
[8] Ibid., 202, Para 769.
[9] Ibid., 209–210, Para 793-795.
[10] New American Bible, Revised Edition., (Washington, DC: The United States Conference of Catholic Bishops, 2011), Heb 3:6.
[11] Ibid., Heb 12:1–2.
[12] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 614, Ps 131.
[13] New American Bible, Revised Edition., (Washington, DC: The United States Conference of Catholic Bishops, 2011), Heb 13:17.
[14] Ibid., Heb 13:7–9.
[15] Ibid., Heb 5:7–8.
[16] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 614–615.
[17] Saint Robert Bellarmine. A Commentary on the Book of Psalms (Illustrated) (p. 618), Ps 130. Aeterna Press. Kindle Edition
[18] Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologica, (London: Burns Oates & Washbourne), STh., II-II q.162 a.7 ad 1.
[19] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 615.
[20] Saint Robert Bellarmine. A Commentary on the Book of Psalms (Illustrated) (p. 619), Ps 130. Aeterna Press. Kindle Edition
[21] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Ps 51:1–12.
[22] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 615–616, Ps 131.
[23] Ibid., Ps 131.
[24] Saint Robert Bellarmine. A Commentary on the Book of Psalms (Illustrated) (pp. 619-620), Ps 130. Aeterna Press. Kindle Edition

Sunday, November 4, 2018

God Fulfills the Desire of Those Who Fear Him


The Lord is near to all who call upon him, to all who call upon him in truth.  He fulfills the desire of all who fear him; he also hears their cry, and saves them.[1]  The Lord preserves all who love him.[2]

            These passages can very well give joy to us—and they should.  We call upon him, and we believe that the Lord is near us; and now he will fulfill our desire.  Not only that, he will preserve us.  In Psalm 37, we are told, “Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart[3]--plural—but, here, “desire” is singular.  In reality, they are the same: We desire to be conformed to the image of Christ, while our desires are to walk in his ways.  Our desire must be singular.  A person who desires salvation and possessions—or wealth-- is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.[4]  The person that desires both does not seek wisdom.  A person might pray for things of the world, and that prayer might be answered.  It very well could be that, when we meet Christ, he will say: “Remember that you in your lifetime received your good things … but now … you [will be] in anguish.”[5]
            St. Leo the Great teaches us: “Our state of peace … has its dangers, and it is vain for those who do not withstand vicious desires to feel secure of the liberty which is the privilege of their Faith.  Men’s hearts are shown by the character of their works, and the fashion of their minds is betrayed by the nature of their actions.  For there are some, as the Apostle says, ‘who profess that they know God but deny Him by their deeds (cf. Titus 1:16).’  For the charge of denial is truly incurred when the good which is heard in the sound of the voice is not present in the conscience.  Indeed, the frailty of man’s nature easily glides into faults; and, because no sin is without its attractiveness, deceptive pleasure is quickly acquiesced in (emphasis added).  But we should run for spiritual succor from the desires of the flesh; and the mind that has knowledge of its God should turn away from the evil suggestion of the enemy.  Avail yourself of the long-suffering of God and persist not in cherishing your sin [just] because its punishment is put off.  The sinner must not feel secure of his impunity because, if he loses the time for repentance, he will find no place for mercy, as the prophet says, ‘in death no one remembers you and in the realms below who will confess to you’ (cf. Ps 6:6)?  But let him who experiences the difficulty of self-amendment and restoration [avail] himself to the mercy of a befriending God, and ask that the chains of evil habit may be broken off by Him ‘who lifts up those that fall and raises all the crushed’ (cf. Ps 145:14, 19).  The prayer of one that confesses will not be in vain since the merciful God ‘will grant the desire of those that fear Him’ (cf. Ps 145:19) and will give what is asked, as He gave the Source from Which to ask.”[6]  We can understand what our true desire is by considering the things that drive us.  If we find ourselves desiring to buy things, possess things, because they catch our fancy or to possess wealth, then we need to implore God that he gives us the desire to possess him.  Therein lies happiness, because God is happiness.
            St. Augustine, in his exposition of Psalm 145, says: “‘You open Your hand and fills every living thing with blessing’ (ver. 16).  Though sometimes You give not, yet ‘in due season’ You give.  You delay, not deny, and that in due season.’  ‘Righteous is the Lord in all His ways, and holy in all His works’ (ver. 17).  Both when He smites and when He heals, He is righteous; and, in Him, unrighteousness is not.  Finally, all His saints, when set in the midst of tribulation, have first praised His righteousness and so sought His blessings.  They first have said, ‘What You do is righteous.’  So did Daniel ask, and other holy men: ‘Righteous are Your judgments; rightly have we suffered; deservedly have we suffered.’  They laid not unrighteousness to God; they laid not to Him injustice and folly.  First, they praised Him scourging, and so they felt Him feeding.”[7]  God is Just; he is God of Justice.  He cannot close his “eyes” to that which is unjust.  Injustice must be punished, although God may delay that punishment, seeking the repentance of the individual.  “Punishment”—or suffering—is also for our sanctification, our purification.  If we suffer all that is necessary in this lifetime, it will not be necessary for us to go to Purgatory.  Count it all joy, my brethren, when you meet various trials, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness.  And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.[8] Blessed is the man who endures trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life which God has promised to those who love him.[9]
            Now, sometimes we pray, and it seems that God does not answer our prayer.  When we pray properly, God will not deny us.  As St. Augustine said, God gives in due season, when the time is right.  Our Lord promises us: Whatever you ask in my name, I will do it, that the Father may be glorified in the Son; if you ask anything in my name, I will do it.[10]  The phrase “in my name” basically means: if we ask for the things Jesus would ask of the Father.
            St. Augustine continues: “‘The Lord is nigh unto all that call upon Him’ (ver. 18).  [Why is it then also said], ‘Then shall they call upon Me, and I will not hear them’ (cf. Pro 1:28)?  See then what follows: ‘…all who call upon Him in truth.’  For many call upon Him, but not in truth.  They seek something else from Him, but seek not Himself.”[11]  We have received Christ in Baptism and are anointed with the Holy Spirit in the Sacrament of Confirmation; however, oftentimes we, afterwards, begin to desire corporeal and worldly things more than the Creator Himself.  We begin to lose that what we have for the things that we don’t have or the things we do have, which we treasure more than God himself.
            Augustine continues in his exposition: “‘He will perform the will of them that fear Him’ (ver. 19).  He will perform it…  Though He performs it not at once, yet He will perform it.  Certainly, if therefore you fear God, that you may do His will, behold even He in a manner ministers to you; He does your will.  ‘And He shall hear their prayer, and save them.’ …  When?  Hear the Apostle telling you: ‘For we are saved in hope; but hope which is seen is not hope; but, if what we see not we hope for, then do we with patience wait for it’ (cf. Ro 8:24): ‘the salvation,’ that is, which Peter calls ‘ready to be revealed in the last time’ (cf. 1 Pe 1:5).”[12]  This hope is manifested in us when we are yearning for Christ to be revealed in us, our desire to be in his image.  We see now that we are far short of this, which causes us to cry out in prayer for him to transform us.  He will grant our will because this is also his will.
            The Lord preserves all who love him.  We do not love God just because we say or think we love him.  We are not the Judge, the authority, who determines our love of God.  God is.  It is for this purpose that we should pray, “Lord, my love of you falls short; make me love you more.”  Because this is our will, which comports with his, he will grant it—but not all at once.  It will be a process.  For this reason, we keep praying.  We keep praying not because God might not answer our prayer but because we might not persevere in our desire, due to our frailty, our inclination to sin.  We continue praying, also, because we know that, if our love falls short, it would be to our detriment.  St. Augustine explains: “‘The Lord guards all that love Him, and all sinners He will destroy’ (ver. 20).  You see that there is severity with Him, with whom is so great sweetness.  He will save all that hope in Him, all the faithful, all that fear Him, all that call upon Him in truth; ‘and all sinners He will destroy.’  What ‘all sinners,’ save those who persevere in sin; who dare to blame God, not themselves; who daily argue against God; who despair of pardon for their sins, and from this very despair heap up their sins; or who perversely promise themselves pardon and … depart not from their sins and impiety?  The time will come for all these to be separated and for the two divisions to be made of them, one on the right hand, the other on the left and for the righteous to receive the everlasting Kingdom, the wicked to go into everlasting fire.”[13]  Just because we “promise” ourselves that God will not punish our sins and impiety does not mean that he will not.  He is holy.  He must be Just.
            Reading Matthew 26:69-75, it might appear that our Lord did not preserve St. Peter from falling.  However, we know that Jesus did because he tells the apostle: “Simon, Simon, behold, Satan demanded to have you, that he might sift you like wheat, but I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail (emphasis added); and when you have turned again, strengthen your brethren.”[14]  We see God not forcing Peter against his will but working in accord with the apostle’s will, for the will of Peter is: “Lord, I am ready to go with you to prison and to death.”[15]  When the cock crowed, Peter remembered the saying of Jesus, “Before the cock crows, you will deny me three times.” And he went out and wept bitterly.[16]  We see Peter’s repentance.  His will comported with that of God’s.  Therefore, God preserved Peter from falling away from salvation. 
            Judas, on the other hand—who we must presume was baptized—did not have that desire of the heart, that his will was more bent towards the things of the world.  It was for this purpose that he agreed to betray our Lord.  However, when Judas, his betrayer, saw that [Jesus] was condemned, he repented and brought back the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and the elders, saying, “I have sinned in betraying innocent blood.”[17]  Although he repented of what he had done, it appears that he had no hope of being forgiven: And throwing down the pieces of silver in the temple, he departed; and he went and hanged himself.[18]  In that he had no hope, it was not his will to be forgiven; therefore, he hung himself out of despair. 
            Both Judas and Peter were near Christ, in that they walked with him, but they had different desires.  Judas’ desire—although he probably desired to be in the kingdom--was money, so God gave him over to his desire.  Peter’s desire was salvation, to be in the likeness of Christ; therefore, God granted him his desire.  God tells us through Sirach: Do not set your heart on your wealth, nor say, “I have enough.”  Do not follow your inclination and strength, walking according to the desires of your heart.[19]  We can easily convince ourselves that our desires are not contrary to God’s will; therefore, we will not pray for wisdom.  Although our Lord tells us through St. James, “If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives to all men generously and without reproaching, and it will be given him,”[20] we will not ask because we desire to be ignorant, for we desire our will to be done.
            From this, we can presume that St. Peter strove to enter the kingdom, although he faltered at times, while Judas sought to enter but was unable to.  This was due to his lack of faith.  “Without faith it is impossible to please him.  For whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.[21]  Both of them followed the Lord, did miracles in his name, even the casting out of demons (cf. Lk 9:1-6).  Our Lord commands us: “Strive to enter by the narrow door; for many, I tell you, will seek to enter and will not be able.[22]  That word, “strive,” should cause us to question ourselves and begin praying, for “strive” means to make great efforts to achieve or obtain something.  It does not mean to “just believe” something.  However, we do not despair because our Lord leads us, helps us.
            “Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. ‘Honor your father and mother’ (this is the first commandment with a promise), ‘that it may be well with you and that you may live long on the earth’.”[23]  When we read what is said previously, the apostle tells us plainly that he is speaking, first of all, regarding Christ and his Church and, secondly, that it refers to husbands and wives.  Hence, his usage of the word “children” makes this passage appertain to us.  Therefore, “parents” will appertain to the Church and her bishops and priests.  It is then that the promise applies to us.  “Honor” means high respect, great esteem; but it also means adherence to what is right or to a conventional standard of conduct, which is obedience.  The synonyms of “honor” include: integrity, honorableness, honesty, uprightness, ethics, morals, morality, principle, (high) principles, righteousness, rectitude, nobility, high-mindedness, right-mindedness, noble-mindedness, virtue, goodness, decency, probity, scrupulousness, worthiness, worth, fairness, justness, justice, truthfulness, trustworthiness, reliability, dependability, faithfulness, fidelityintegrity, honorableness, honesty, uprightness, ethics, morals, morality, principle, (high) principles, righteousness, rectitude, nobility, high-mindedness, right-mindedness, noble-mindedness, virtue, goodness, decency, probity, scrupulousness, worthiness, worth, fairness, justness, justice, truthfulness, trustworthiness, reliability, dependability, faithfulness, fidelity.  The Church is the Body of Christ, of which our Lord Jesus is the Head; therefore, he teaches us through her.  God is our Father; the Blessed Virgin is our Mother.  They teach us through the Church, and we should obey our “parents in the Lord, for this is right.”  There are some in the Church who do not strive to obey her; therefore, these words of our Lord apply to them: “Strive to enter by the narrow door; for many, I tell you, will seek to enter and will not be able.  When once the householder has risen up and shut the door, you will begin to stand outside and to knock at the door, saying, ‘Lord, open to us.’ He will answer you, ‘I do not know where you come from’.”[24]  Sometimes it may be that we don’t agree with the Church.  However, we must trust our Lord, and we exhibit that trust by obedience to the Church.  We cannot go wrong in doing that.  Paragraph 215 of our Catechism says: “God is Truth itself, whose words cannot deceive.  This is why one can abandon oneself in full trust to the truth and faithfulness of his word in all things.  The beginning of sin and of man’s fall was due to a lie of the tempter who induced doubt of God’s word, kindness, and faithfulness.”[25]  Because of the concupiscence which is in us, we might disagree or not understand; therefore, we must trust in God through his Church, the kingdom of God.  “Because the Holy Spirit is the anointing of Christ, it is Christ who, as the head of the Body, pours out the Spirit among his members to nourish, heal, and organize them in their mutual functions, to give them life, send them to bear witness, and associate them to his self-offering to the Father and to his intercession for the whole world.”[26]  Christ unites us with his Passover: all his members must strive to resemble him, ‘until Christ be formed’ in them (cf. Gal 4:19).  ‘For this reason, we … are taken up into the mysteries of his life, … associated with his sufferings as the body with its head, suffering with him, that with him we may be glorified’.”[27]  Christ and his Church thus together make up the “whole Christ” (Christus totus).[28]  “The Church is called the (mystical) Body of Christ because of the intimate communion which Jesus shares with his disciples; the metaphor of a body, whose head is Christ and whose members are the faithful, provides an image which keeps in focus both the unity and the diversity of the Church.”[29]  “…Through the anointing of his Spirit who flows from the head to the members, [God] makes us other ‘Christs’.”[30]  “Christian, recognize your dignity and, now that you share in God’s own nature, do not return to your former base condition by sinning.  Remember who is your head and of whose body you are a member.  Never forget that you have been rescued from the power of darkness and brought into the light of the Kingdom of God’ (St. Leo the Great, Sermo 21 in nat. Dom., 3: PL 54, 192C).”[31]
            The Eucharist is also the sacrifice of the Church. The Church which is the Body of Christ participates in the offering of her Head.  With him, she herself is offered whole and entire.  She unites herself to his intercession with the Father for all men.  In the Eucharist, the sacrifice of Christ becomes also the sacrifice of the members of his Body.  The lives of the faithful, their praise, sufferings, prayer, and work, are united with those of Christ and with his total offering, and so acquire a new value.  Christ’s sacrifice present on the altar makes it possible for all generations of Christians to be united with his offering.  In the catacombs, the Church is often represented as a woman in prayer, arms outstretched in the praying position.  Like Christ who stretched out his arms on the cross, through him, with him, and in him, she offers herself and intercedes for all men.[32]  In this, we see the need to be conformed to the image of Christ, because we are part and parcel of the Body of Christ.  Therefore, we pray that Christ do this for us.  We cannot do it ourselves.  He must do it, and then we act.  This is accomplished through the Church, with the Church, and in the Church, making it possible for us to love God with all our heart, mind, soul, and strength and to love our neighbor as ourselves.
            The Mass is one long prayer, with blessings attached.  In the Mass, we see God bringing our passage to fruition.  The Lord is near to all who call upon him, to all who call upon him in truth.  He fulfills the desire of all who fear him; he also hears their cry, and saves them.  The Lord preserves all who love him.  As a result of our desire and God giving it to us, others will come to the knowledge of Christ.



[1] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Ps 145:18–19.
[2] Ibid., Ps 145:20.
[3] Ibid., Ps 37:4.
[4] Ibid., Jas 1:7–8.
[5] Ibid., Lk 16:25.
[6] Leo the Great, Leo the Great, Gregory the Great, 1895, 12a, 151–152.
[7] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 660–661.
[8] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Jas 1:2–4.
[9] Ibid., Jas 1:12.
[10] Ibid., Jn 14:13–14.
[11] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 661.
[12] Ibid.
[13] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 661.
[14] Catholic Biblical Association (Great Britain), The Holy Bible: Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, (New York: National Council of Churches of Christ in the USA, 1994), Lk 22:31–32.
[15] Ibid., Lk 22:33.
[16] Ibid., Mt 26:75.
[17] Ibid., Mt 27:3–4.
[18] Ibid., Mt 27:5.
[19] Ibid., Sir 5:1–2.
[20] Ibid., Jas 1:5.
[21] Ibid., Heb 11:6.
[22] Ibid., Lk 13:24.
[23] Ibid., Eph 6:1–3.
[24] Ibid., Lk 13:24–25.
[25] Catholic Church, Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2nd Ed., (Washington, DC: United States Catholic Conference, 2000), 59.
[26] Ibid., 195.
[27] Ibid., 209–210.
[28] Ibid., 210.
[29] Ibid., 868.
[30] Ibid., 667.
[31] Ibid., 421.
[32] Ibid., 344.