Friday, May 19, 2017

My Heart Is Steadfast


awake, lyre and harp! I will wake the dawn.I will praise you among the peoples, Lord; I will chant your praise among the nations. Exalt yourself over the heavens, God;
may your glory appear above all the earth.[1]

My heart is steadfast, God, my heart is steadfast.  Because this is repeated twice, we know that it is important.  When things are repeated, they are repeated for emphasis.  Therefore, our hearts must be steadfast.  Just off the cuff, we would probably interpret this to mean that our hearts are immovable, not subject to change.  It is something that is easy to say; however, what does that actually look like?
From Strong’s Concise Dictionary, we learn that the Hebrew that is interpreted “heart” is used “very widely for the feelings, the will, and even the intellect; likewise, for the center of anything.”[2]  The two things that we should focus on are the will and the intellect.  If we focus upon those, feelings will follow.  In order to say that our hearts are steadfast upon God, we must be turning our intellects and wills to God.  This is the first step of having a steadfast heart.
Now, the word that is interpreted “steadfast” is a Hebrew word that means to “perfect, (make) preparation, prepare (self), provide, make provision, (be, make) ready, right, set (aright, fast, forth), be stable, (e-)stablish, stand.”[3]  This makes perfect sense because, to become firmly in place (immovable), not subject to change, it is necessary that an individual make preparations and strengthen himself to get to the point wherein he has a steadfast heart.
Everything that occurs in our passage after this sentence is as a result of having a steadfast heart.  Because of what the individual has to do in order to prepare his heart to becoming steadfast, i.e. Mass, prayers, the Eucharist, learning who God is and what and who we are as a result of Baptism and Confirmation, understanding God’s Word, etc., we will learn to love God and neighbor more and more.  Therefore, let’s gain a better understanding of “My heart is steadfast, God, my heart is steadfast.”
In order to understand this, we need to look at what is occurring, preceding this exclamation by the psalmist.  St. Augustine says this Psalm is singing of the Passion of the Lord.[4]  St. Bellarmine gives this explanation of the psalm: “David hiding in a cave, prays to God to be delivered from Saul’s persecution; a type of Christ, who, too, concealed in a cave, as he was, while in the form of a servant, prays for the delivery of his body, the Church, from the persecution of Satan and his ministers.”[5]  When we read the first seven verses of the psalm, we understand that the psalmist is facing tremendous persecution.  We can see what was going on in our Lord’s mind as He was enduring His Passion.
As Jesus was being scourged, mocked, carrying His cross, and being crucified, we can hear Him saying, “My heart is steadfast, God, my heart is steadfast.  I will sing and chant praise, ‘Awake, my soul; awake, lyre and harp! I will wake the dawn.’  I will praise you among the peoples, Lord; I will chant your praise among the nations. Exalt yourself over the heavens, God; may your glory appear above all the earth.”  He was able to endure His Passion and have this mindset because His heart was prepared.  Listen to the words of Augustine: “Let your Love see the Lord speaking to us and exhorting us by His example: ‘A trap they have prepared for My feet and have bowed down My Soul’ (ver. 7).  They wished to bring it down as if from Heaven and to the lower places, to weigh it down.  ‘They have bowed My Soul; they have dug before My face a pit, and themselves have fallen into it.’  Me have they hurt, or themselves?  Behold, He has been exalted above the Heavens, God, and behold above all the earth the Glory of the Same.  The kingdom of Christ we see; where is the kingdom of the Jews?  Since therefore they did that which they ought not have done, there has been done in their case the suffering which they ought to suffer.  Themselves have dug a ditch, and themselves have fallen into it.  For their persecuting Christ, to Christ they did no hurt; but, to themselves, they did hurt.  And do not suppose, brethren, that to themselves alone has this fallen.  Everyone that prepares a pit for his brother, it must needs be that himself fall into it.…”[6]
            St. Jerome describes what Augustine is referring to in a letter to Augustine—although it concerned a different subject: “…[David] cut off the head of Goliath, using the proud enemy’s own sword as the fittest instrument of death, smiting the profane boaster on the forehead and wounding him in the same place in which Uzziah was smitten with leprosy when he presumed to usurp the priestly office…”[7]  Uzziah sinned in his mind, in his thoughts, when he attempted to usurp the priestly office.  Goliath wanted to kill David with his sword; therefore, he was killed with his own sword.  When we do evil to others, that evil will be returned to us in some form or fashion.  Because Jesus has prepared His heart, desiring to do the will of His Father, He knows the good that will come about; therefore, He “will sing and chant praise.”
            St. Augustine continues: “The patience of good men with preparation of heart accepts the will of God and glories in tribulations, saying that which follows: ‘Prepared is my heart, O God, I will sing and play’ (ver. 8).  What has he done to me?  He has prepared a pit.  My heart is prepared.  He has prepared a pit to deceive; shall I not prepare my heart to suffer?  He has prepared a pit to oppress; shall I not prepare heart to endure? Therefore, he shall fall into it, but I will sing and play.[8]
            “Awake, my soul!”  St. Augustine, I believe, was utilizing the Vulgate.  Therefore, his version probably read something the effect: “Rise up, my glory,” or “Arise, O my glory.”  I say this because he goes on to say: “He that had fled from the face of Saul into a cavern (David), says, ‘Rise up, my glory”--glorified be Jesus after His Passion.”[9]  He can do this because He has prepared His heart beforehand.
            Awake, my soul; awake, lyre and harp! I will wake the dawn.”  The Vulgate, I believe, would read something to the effect of “Arise, O my glory, arise psaltery and harp: I will arise early,”[10] because our saint explains, “The flesh … working things divine is the psaltery; the flesh suffering things human is the harp.”[11]  The “I will wake the dawn” or the “I will arise early” signifies the Resurrection of our Lord and our resurrected bodies.  However, we can only have this type of hope if our hearts are steadfast, being prepared beforehand.  When our hearts are steadfast, then we can rejoice now.  We can rejoice now because we know that it is God who is putting this hope, desire, and strength in us, not ourselves.  Because God is doing it, we have hope.  It is He who gives us the desire to go to Mass, partake of the Sacraments, pray, read, study, etc.  If we do not have this desire, then we begin to pray for the desire and start doing these things.  God will test us by giving us “dry” times, but this is to make us persevere.  He will not withdraw His mercy—if we persevere in preparing our hearts.  Then we will be able to say with our Lord and David: My heart is steadfast, God, my heart is steadfast. I will sing and chant praise, ‘Awake, my soul; awake, lyre and harp! I will wake the dawn.’   I will praise you among the peoples, Lord; I will chant your praise among the nations.  Exalt yourself over the heavens, God; may your glory appear above all the earth.”



[1] New American Bible, Revised Edition., (Washington, DC: The United States Conference of Catholic Bishops, 2011), Ps 57:8-10, 12.
[3] Ibid., 2009, 2, 54.
[4] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 225.
[5] Saint Robert Bellarmine. A Commentary on the Book of Psalms (Illustrated) (p. 263). Aeterna Press. Kindle Edition.
[6] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 228.
[7] Augustine of Hippo, The Confessions and Letters of St. Augustin with a Sketch of His Life and Work, 1886, 1, 333.
[8] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 228.
[9] Ibid.
[10] The Holy Bible, Translated from the Latin Vulgate, (Bellingham, WA: Logos Bible Software, 2009), Ps 56:9.
[11] Augustine of Hippo, Saint Augustin: Expositions on the Book of Psalms, 1888, 8, 229.

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